Tuesday, 29 December 2009

Shank

















Went to my friend's yard today and bang! We watch Shank. Kyle is a G! Not feelin the coke use but I could proppa relate.Cop the DVD on the sly if you aint out there like that.



Monday, 28 December 2009

Two breddas in one day!

OMDs. So basically was on BGC and got chatting to two breddas separately and drawed both numbers after getting them to show me their pix. Peng tings. Anyhow, chatted to the 1st one who seems cool, thuggy but a bit of a waste man. Taking about how college is long and them ting there, not working and still living with mummy dearest convo was about an hour long. 2nd one now is holding down a retail job getting more than me :-( was just so heavy. We just proppa connected about life and that. Anyhow they both wanted to link down west, so true I weren't working. I said cool. Set the times 1 hr apart and said to both it would be a simple faces to names ting and take it from there.

1st one now, linked at Oxford Circus then went to the park behind John Lewis and jammed. Bredda was a little soft for me as I like men to be men, nose pierced to add insult to injury. I asked if the face matched to the personality and he gave me the thumbs up, talking about how they were on whatever I was and that the ball was in my court. He threw any chance of that out the window when he asked if I wanted to go to a gay club. A fucking chi chi rave? Is he mad! 17 and my man wants to potentially bate me up? Allow that. I walked him back to the station after 45 mins, spudded him then cut. I laughed to myself as I scrubbed him off the list in my head.

Link number 2. Meeting point Marble Arch. My man was a petit buff ting, cornrolls freshly done and easy on the eye. Went to KFC to grab a bite where I told him I liked his French Connection hoodie. Asked him what he thought of me, and he was like yeah, you get the thumbs up. Can't say I weren't smiling cos I was. There was potential finally for someone to chill with. After KFC, we walked for time down Park Lane and sat in Hyde Park on a bench. I looked at man and was like... you are proppa heavy you know. And he was like safe. Then I was like, do you want this day to end on a good note and he was like yup. I then did a quick 360 look around, it was about 7pm at this time and the coast was clear so I gripped his hand it was a lipsing ting! Walked him back to Marble Arch station and said to him to ding me when he got home. BRAP!

Sunday, 22 November 2009

So I went to the Cinema with a girl from work

Went cinema with this girl from work I have been feeling for a hot minute. After the movie, kissed by Oxford Circus station but there was no spark. It was a dead kiss. Maybe it was a sign? Or maybe I am too far gone with this gay stuff? I don't know...

Friday, 15 May 2009

Online finds

So there are people out there who like guys but don't feel the need to act feminine to express that.

Bgclive.com was something I discovered after thinking for a hot minute that gay.com and gaydar.co.uk and the dusty maleforce chatline were the best things since sliced bread.

BGC has good forums too.

Times are really changing!

All good things...

After nine months. I decided to pull rank and cut ties with the Trini. It was one of those ones where you fall out of love and you are in just for the sake of being in a relationship. We don't speak anymore either because I think that just makes things easier.

I put myself back out there after two weeks and woy! Bare stories.

Met one bredda from North who wanted me to bang him out in some secluded park in my ends. He was buttaz but could have held a bang if it weren't for me coming unprepared. The idiot gave me head and stratched the tip with his braces which stung like hell.

This brer then gave me a number to his bredrin who I linked and did a ting with after jammed on Oxford St. for a hot minute getting to know each other face to face after talking on the phone from 8pm-8am the night b4. God bless Freetime 3000.

Sunday, 15 March 2009

Boy...

So I've been exploring this man thing with the Trini bredda for a hot minute now; seven / eight months I believe and a lot has happened. Can you believe I actually caughts feeling for him... like properly loved him off. Even let him bang me out can you believe! Hurt like hell its but part and parcel of being with someone... all about give and take.

But as with all things... some cracks started beginning to show. 1st was the jealousy... when you are on this ting and you've been chatting to a few heads for a hot minute, you then link one bredda that you end up with, it peaks your curiousity to wanna know what the others who are safe on the phone look like in person so I did. When I showed him this, he tried to accuse me of all sorts so we decided to lock it on a Friday night.

So I chilled with one of the bredda thats I'd met, the weekend after we were done and they gave me some mean head. The the Trini called me to apologize and we decided to give it another go.

After that things were different though. There was a level of distrust from him to me. I remember I bunked off school to surprise him, only to find him in the yard with one dude putting his chain like he'd spent the night. He denied shit but the evidence was there. Don't ask why, but we started having makeup foreplay after he looked me in the eye and said shit didn't happen. He wanted to bang me out... put the condom on and everything but I weren't on it.

Why did pin he me down and force entry anyway like some crazy mofo? It was the most surreal shit ever. It was like someone punching the shit out of you and then falling unconscious but still conscious. I gave him this WTF look but couldn't do shit, I swear, that feeling of helplessness is not the one. After about 2 minutes he pulled out pushed me against the wall and started apologizing. I just got out the yard turned my phone off and sat on the back of the 6 with tears streaming. No noise just damp. You're on the DL and you just got raped... who the hell do you talk to?

I just went back to School and kept shit moving.

TBC....

Sunday, 1 March 2009

They've got Next... what have we got?



You can make out the English I guess.

But why ain't us Brit of colour that are 'on it' more mainstream?

AS IF

The Alex and Dan storyline was so damn hot.



Memories...

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